You are a failure. You were a failure the moment you were born, and there is not a fucking thing you can do about it now. A loser is not a victim of circumstances – a loser was born that way. You are the dregs of your mother’s crotch – and don’t you ever forget it.
People have always said that you will never accomplish anything, and they say that for a reason: you have no fucking initiative. All the pretending in the world is not going to change the fact that you have no gumption. You can’t even sit on the toilet long enough to empty your anus completely – you cannot even shit adequately. You can’t even blow your nose without leaving the largest nugget clinging to a hairy nostril – you cannot even pick your nose sufficiently.
If you haven’t been able to keep a job, then you are never going to find any better employment in the years to come. Let’s face it: this is the most money you are ever going to make. You came out of your mom’s cunt as a deadbeat, and nothing is ever going to change that destiny. All the motivational seminars you can afford is not going to make you any less of a failure.
You have scarcely been able to support yourself since you left your parents’ house – and now you imagine that this pattern is going to change in the future. Fuck no. If you haven’t already made yourself wealthy, then you certainly aren’t going to attain any riches in the years to come. This inability to face reality is what ensures that you will remain a loser for the rest of your life. The mark of a worthless asshole is just this sort of unwillingness to accept things as they are.
It is damn obvious that you are completely hopeless with the opposite sex. If you haven’t been able to find the woman of your dreams by this point in your life, you aren’t ever going to obtain a girlfriend in the future. If you can’t even pick-up an adequate sexual partner for the night, then it is demonstrable that something just isn’t right about you. There is a reason why you masturbate every night: no real woman could ever stand to fuck you. Desperation adheres to your personality the way that plaque is affixed to your teeth. Your soul is as filthy as your right hand.
Only a fucking moron would imagine that you can actually improve your mind. You can’t change stupid. All the self-help in the world is not going to raise your IQ one frigging point. If everyone treats you like a retard, then there might be a damn good reason for their behavior. If you own family acts like you are a frigging idiot, maybe there is an obvious explanation for their perception. If strangers speak to you slowly and simply, maybe they see you for what you are.
You can't amount to anything if you were nothing to begin with.